Grabak - Envy - Beyond the Grace of God

Living in the shadows beyond the light
Bearing the abhorred mark of god
Of withered shape, with a sense of light
I, first-born, still remember the smell
Of burning flesh and blood
Shouldering the mot angelic sin

Envy

BLindfold by fury - envious in heart
I've scythed my most beloved thing
And laid down my own second-born brother
Down to the sacrificial fire
Meant as sacrifice for god

Cursed - I once fled into darkness
Cursed - for my sanguinary revolt

Again the archangels came to tempt a lost son
Likewise the fallen morning star I withstand
And started to live not from god's hand
But from my own - drinking blood and bearing fear
Nevermore I would long for forgiveness
Neither from my brother nor father or lord

Blessed - I once fled into darkness
Blessed - For my sanguinary revolt

Eluded from lilith's poor magick
Escaped from the crones bloody spell
Abstaining from zillahs false love
I am no longer anyone's marionette

No caine you turned to be wrong
Because I have always been your puppet master
In a world beyond
Beyond your personal darkness and sin