I9bonsai - Mixd up

[Intro]
(My little bonsai planet)

[Chorus: i9bonsai]
Head's mixed up, I gotta go now
I can barely think, I think I gotta watch out
Gotta get up, no I can't stay down
They been testin' me, but really at what cost now?

[Post-Chorus: i9bonsai]
Hearts beatin' out my chest, but I'm locked in
I just really wanna live, what did I walk it?
I've been feelin' like a mess, I think I lost it
I won't even say a word, there's no more talkin'

[Verse 1: i9bonsai]
Lost it all, but I'll make it back
I'm losin' time, yeah, I'm losin' track
Don't know why I fuckin' laugh
It's overwhelming, yeah, I can't do that

[Chorus: i9bonsai]
Head's mixed up, I gotta go now
I can barely think, I think I gotta watch out
Gotta get up, no I can't stay down
They been testin' me, but really at what cost now?