Unlocking The Truth - Numbing

I've been exposed
To the things that you blinded me from
I've looked around
Your no return, final damnation

My heart turns black
And the air that I breathe disappears
Just know that
There's somebody in here
I'm losing track
Of the friends or ones that I keep near
I'm coming back
Just tell me you'll be there

The further I go, understand
The pain is so numbing
When no-one was there, you held my hand
I never thought you'd be running

I've made a choice
Look where it took me, look where it left me
Can hear the voice
Of the one that's saying I will be okay

I let you down
I'm so sorry I know I feel
Can hear the sound
Of my insides screaming
I let you down
I'm so sorry I tried my best
Where am I now?
Should've listened when I had the chance

The further I go, understand
The pain is so numbing
When no-one was there, you held my hand
I never thought you'd be running

I'm not myself after everything we've been through
I wish I know that I should not have really trusted you
Look what you've made me in to
For this, you shall burn in hell
Blegh!

You shall burn in hell

Where am I now?
Should have listened when I had the chance

The further I go, understand
The pain is so numbing
When no-one was there, you held my hand
I never thought you'd be running

Don't leave me
Don't leave me
Don't blame me for all my mistakes
I'm bleeding
Can't you see me?
I'd rather be dead than awake

Don't blame me for all my mistakes
Yeah, I'd rather be dead than awake