K.Flay - Heavy Cross Out

Well I've been working like there's no tomorrow
Feeling my time is borrowed
Waiting on that Monte Carlo to pick me up
I wanna know how long I'll be taking the bus
Cause it just does not seem just
Kicking up dust, always a wreck
Eating the crust, never the rest
My feet have hit the pavement
Zero is my bank statement
My heart is aching, I'm a BLT without the bacon
Cross so heavy got to keep walk steady
My life is like confetti cut in pieces, yo I'm ready
To show the whole world what I'm made of
Could have gone to bed but I stayed up
I do it now, never later
So tell me why I end up being the hater
Slaving away, day after day, make no headway and it's so draining
Sick of hearing myself keep complaining, it's such a

I am just some twenty something feeling like a piece of shit
I can see the pie ahead, wanting just a piece of it
Writing in my room I'm sure nowhere is where's I'm heading
Regret all my past mistakes
Wish that I could be no sweating, like
Time to kick back, party go get that
I am the gravy, y'all are the biscuit
Me and the crazy, no not a mismatch
Go nuts, yeah I already did that
I'm getting what I deserve
Top of the world, munching hors d'oerves
Spreading a little bit of gossip
Throwing off these heavy crosses, but
It's not so easy when you're stuck on that one page
No matter what I do I just can't seem to disengage
I've become unglued
Got a coca cola classic and a loser's attitude