Underworld - Eventually But (Spud's Letter to Gail) ft. Ewen Bremner

Gail, I wish I could find better words today
To tell you I'm sorry
You shouldn't have to read this
Because I already made you suffer too much,
But I know that you and Fergus,
Are living in a better world without all my chaos

I'm sorry for all the things I destroyed
You're so beautiful
The most beautiful in the world
And I only ever made this world ugly

Fergus needs things to be simpler,
I know how embarrassed he is about me,
I could not be the man that you both need
I've tried and tried and tried for twenty years
And everything I try is another disaster
I love you, I love Fergus more than anything,
But I'm finished Gail, I'm sorry, I love you both,
I want to see you both smile again, Danny Boy

Now I'm sat on a chair
Outside the door of a corridor
A blue door, locked door
I'm tryin' not to be noticed
Here comes a face
I know that face
It smiles at me

And silent, and silent, and silent