27.fuckdemons - Rozpacz

I feel fucking despair
And these fucking rehabs have cut me in half
Wait, stop, you seriously have to stay with me
I can't feel anymore
But when you're around
Everything will fucking change its form again
And in front of me there's some ghost
Which says I'm dying and I can't feel my legs
You're offline
It's already killing me like fuck
But I'm waiting when you can kill me again
(And love me)

We're screaming at each other's throats, I probably won't sleep tonight
Probably not tomorrow either, more and more with each passing day
I fucking hate time because it took you away from me, save me
We have to visit hell in order to reach paradise
New tattoos on my body remind me of you
They're made on my veins because I live you sincerely
I don't give a damn about what other dumb cunts say
They won't understand what we've been through in life

And you be, and you be my fucking escape from
All my paranoias (all my paranoias)
Be my reason not to die
Be, please don't say you're scared
'Cause we've seen too much
I could die, eat and jump to that bottom for you
Even though I know, even though I know
It's all so fucked up, but that was my plan

I feel fucking despair
And these fucking rehabs have cut me in half
Wait, stop, you seriously have to stay with me
I can't feel anymore
But when you're around
Everything will fucking change its form again
And in front of me there's some ghost
Which says I'm dying and I can't feel my legs
You're offline
It's already killing me like fuck
But I'm waiting when you can kill me again
(And love me)Write my number on your hand and call me from rehab
A few months without you, forever without drugs
I'm spending fucking New Year's Eve still with my homies
I want to know how you're doing, I want you to sleep peacefully
And I don't hold it against you at all, I was also really fucking stupid
And it's hard to watch your brothers spend hundreds on drugs
But I never did and I never fucking will
If you gave me some stuff, they'd break your jaw (and you, and you)

And you be, and you be my fucking escape from
This fucking world (this fucking world)
Be my reason not to die
Be when I can't handle it anymore
Yeah and people are listening to this
Who feel exactly the same feelings as me
Relax, face, I understand you, I'm sobbing myself now
Fucked up, in my house all alone (what, what?)

I feel fucking despair
And these fucking rehabs cut me in half
Wait, stop, you seriously have to stay with me
I can't feel anymore
But when you're around
Everything will change its fucking form again
And in front of me there's some ghost
Which says I'm dying and I can't feel my legs
You're offline
It's already tiring as fuck
But I'm waiting for when you can kill me again
(And love me)