A Death Experience - Experience

I´m lying on my bed now
no morning gives promises yet
of a glorious day
will happiness return to me?

I overdrink the day
I overdrink the night

I´m drinking forth myself
abrood to an empty loss
down to a sunless sea
to drown in my own misery

this is my one and only
this is my personal
this is my neverending death experience

are you sure you live
or are you just not dead
this is my neverending death experience

…the final flight…

I´m drinking forth myself
abrood to an empty loss
down to a sunless sea in my dreams
to drown in my own misery

will my happiness return?
will the night lay to rest?
future expectations there?
hopeful promises anywhere?

the final countdown, final flight
to a false illusion, astral suicide
I´ll stop…

this is my one and only
this is my personal
this is my neverending death experience

are you sure you live
or are you just not dead
this is my neverending death experience

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