Agnieszka Chylińska - Haj i sztos

I need to stay high
To survive through this boring live
I need to be lit
To escape for a minute from my fears
I need to run somewhere
So my future won't catch me
I need to be somewhere
Even for a minute, different and completly with someone else

And what will you do to me?
You don't understand a thing
You try to catch me
You're whacking my hands
You say "you can't"

I die everyday
Washing my hands to get them dirty again
I die everyday
Waking up to fall on my face by the evening
Im dying cuz' you
Are living cheerful in a freezer temperature
Im dying cuz' we
Are seperate you and seperate me

And what will you do to me?
You don't understand a thing
And again you're wandering
Not messing in my heart
Pain is coming

Still not enough, I don't want to grow up!
Later I will hurt myself very sharply!
Still not enough, I don't want to grow up!
Later I will apologize again, and again and again

I swear lots of times
And my tears are dripping on the floor
And I hit my face
Hurt myself with the things that im still doing
Hundreds of promises
Laying in the corner like ripped photographies
And the truth is evil
That I cannot stop, no, no I can't

And what will you do to me?
I cannot be anymore
So free and so casual
Pain is coming

Still not enough, I don't want to grow up!
Later I will hurt myself very sharply!
Still not enough, I don't want to grow up!
Later I will apologize again, and again and again