Baek Yerin - Loner

I'm afraid to hang out with your friends
I think I'm such a weirdo, I don't know how to play
it'd be filled with awkward breath
you'll be disgusted or into me so bad, I guess

I'm hanging from the bar that people made
I wasn't anyone's choice,
I was just born by myself
so you can't blend in me
you can't be friends with me

I'm afraid of losing all of myself
you have too much color
I only wear black and grey
your chemistry with your girls
I'm the only different one I think you know
and you'll leave

I'm hanging from the bar that people made
I wasn't anyone's choice,
I was just born by myself
I'm hanging from the bar that people made
I wasn't anyone's choice
I was just born by myself
so you can't blend in me
you can't be friends with me

maybe I was wrong
maybe you were wrong
about each other
maybe we are good together
maybe we are the same in many ways
maybe we could be friends forever

but I think I'm pretending to be something I'm not
just for some cool friends like you
so I think at the end I'd be apologizing
for something I haven't done,
saying “sorry, I didn't want to be me either”
will you leave
or stay ‘cause you'd feel guilty
this was wrong from the start

I'm hanging from the bar that people made
I wasn't anyone's choice,
I was just born by myself
I'm hanging from the bar that people made
I wasn't anyone's choice,
I was just born by myself
so you can't blend in me
you can't be friends with me