Braincoats - Red

I might have made mistakes in my life
But I never meant no harm
It seems the hate in my veins
Is flowing too fast
And it will soon reach my heart

Yeah, you don't know what I see through these eyes
And that's why I can't tell the truth
It seems I cover them up with more lies
But they open up too soon

I never knew this shit was inside me
I never knew it'd do this to me
I try to pick myself up but I give up too fast
That's when I know I'm done
I'm done for

Well, I know how the story goes
You try to win but in the end you always lose
You try to tie your life into a pretty bow
But always end up tying a noose

I rolled the dice far too many times
And I'm paying the price for it now
What I wanna know is if I'm dead to you
Or if you're simply fuckin' around

I never knew this shit was inside me
(I never knew, I never knew)
I never knew it'd do this to me
(Yeah, but I did this to myself)
I try to pick myself up but I give up too fast
That's when I know I'm done
I'm done for

Wake me up when it's all over
And beat me down when I open my eyes
You see, I'm better off dead or in a coma
'Cause don't you know I'm done?
I'm done for