Byfist - Ship of Illusion

I shared with you my deepest thoughts
I believed your every word
As the darkest storm begins to clear
You begin to show your worth
The tide is getting high again
I think I'm finally free
To sail into the darkness of the deep sea

The storms of life hit hard at times
Can I stop this ship from sinking?
Is this love real or just an illusion?
I'm lost, it's got me thinking
This helm's so intricate to steer
Will these winds define my destiny?
My mind believes this psychotic delusion
Inamorata! Break free!

Sailing on the ship of illusion
Sailing on a course of confusion

Sometimes the seas of life are smooth
At times this rain it seems to never end
The waves do crash at times so severely
My mind's made up, I will not bend!
I'm determined to move on
Time to reflect on what is best for me, indeed!
Remaining focused and not looking back
I'll trust my heart as you let me bleed!

Will you wait for me upon that distant shore?
Say you will my paramour! I just can't take anymore!

I prolonged our happiness
But with you it was not meant to be
Many times you drifted out to sea
Further and further away from me
The maelstrom never seemed to fade
Sailing into the dark and blackened skies
I finally got my peace of mind
When I perceived you were so full of lies!