CatchingYourClouds - Not Even Sorry

I am covered in allegations
Of a life I've outwitted a whole generation
My head is on backwards, my spine isn't straight
My heart doesn't beat on its own

I wish that I could feel alive
But what is feeling alive to someone who was left behind
I lied about all the times, I said that I would be just fine

Oh, am I forgiven for this time
I'm alright
I'm just a little too sick to admit it

And oh, if you'd please ask yourself why
How could you just let me go?

I am covered in allegations
Of a life that I've lost in just one generation
My body is shaking, I'm fucking insane
You left me to die here alone

I wish that you could feel the same
But your mind doesn't even work that way
You're always playing these games nobody can play but you

Oh, am I forgiven for this time
I'm alright
I'm just a little too sick to admit it

Oh, if you'd please ask yourself why
How could you just let me go?

(insert La's and Da's)

Oh, am I forgiven for this time
I'm alright
I'm just a little too sick to admit it

(more La's and Da's)

Oh, am I forgiven for this time
I'm alright
I'm just a little too sick to admit it
And oh, if you'd please ask yourself why
How could you just let me go?