Chaotica - I Despise

You want what's in my head,
You wanna tap my well,
You want the secret trick
Behind my magic spell.
You want my knowledge base,
Only without the sweat,
You wanna borrow me
Except without the debt.

You wanna reap rewards
From my blood and tears,
You wanna take fruit from
The crop that took me years.
You wanna have it all
Despite at my expense,
You wanna take my life
Without the consequence.


Everything I gave to you...
It saved you,
But it destroyed me.

I despise
Takers and the apathetic,
Cold-hearted under-educated
And unsympathetic.
I despise
Self-fulfilling egocentrics,
Self-righteous shallow-minded
Ignorant and phallocentric.


You want the tricks
Of the trade
Without the lessons to learn,
You want my key to success
For the success that I earned.
You want me to give it up
So you can take it all home,
And pat yourself on the back
While you get credit alone.

If I gave you what you want,
Would you then bring me along?
Could I stand up by your side?
Would you consider that wrong?
Would you give me any time
After I gave you my all?
Or would you just set me up
In preparation to fall?


Everything I gave to you...
It saved you,
But it destroyed me.

I despise
Takers and the apathetic,
Cold-hearted under-educated
And unsympathetic.
I despise
Self-fulfilling egocentrics,
Self-righteous shallow-minded
Ignorant and phallocentric.


Every time I tried to make amends
And try to be a friend,
You found a way to
Take advantage of me.

You simply used me for my energy;
You sucked the life out of me,
And to this day you deny and disagree.
From here on out I'll only hang you up -
Maybe I'll bang you up,
And make you suffer
For what you did to me.

I hope you're happy with the
Choice you made
And the sick game that you played,
But I don't work for free!


I despise
Takers and the apathetic,
Cold-hearted under-educated
And unsympathetic.
I despise
Self-fulfilling egocentrics,
Self-righteous shallow-minded
Ignorant and phallocentric


You want what's in my head,
You wanna tap my well,
You want the secret trick
Behind my magic spell.
You want my knowledge base,
Only without the sweat,
You wanna borrow me
Except without the debt.

You wanna reap rewards
From my blood and tears,
You wanna take fruit from
The crop that took me years.
You wanna have it all
Despite at my expense,
You wanna take my life
Without the consequence.


Everything I gave to you...
It saved you,
But it destroyed me.

I despise
Takers and the apathetic,
Cold-hearted under-educated
And unsympathetic.
I despise
Self-fulfilling egocentrics,
Self-righteous shallow-minded