Clairo - Just For Today

Verse 1
Honestly, I didn't think I'd end up here this time
Or anywhere at all, I'm distant just enough to never fall behind
Picturing the saddest scene of wearing bedsheets
And two pats on the back, "It just takes time"
It's getting late
Since when did taking time take all my life? Mm-mm

Chorus
Mommy, I'm afraid I've been talking to the hotline again
It's stirring, but the ripples always seek out the ones who carry me, me

Verse 2
I blocked out the month of February for support, mm-mm
At least I have this year, I won't be worrying anyone on tour, mm-mm
As we speak, I'm here to meet devils for tea
Peering 'round the corner of my life
I throw my drink into the faces of my demise, mm-mm

Chorus
At thirty, your honey's gonna ask you, "What the hell is wrong with me?"
And finally, an answer from your throat comes crawling
And you can proceed