December Screams Embers - Last Line of Defense

This is not what I expected but
I won't let myself break tonight
Won't you back away from me
I'm losing my sight
You've taken everything I had
I trusted you
That was the last time
Now this is my last line
I struggle to fight
To preserve myself
I'm sure that I will lie
When I
Let my shield down tonight
But could you stop me
Even if you tried
I don't think so
You've taken everything I had
I trusted you
That was the last time
Now this is my last line
If you come to me tonight
I won't hold back
I won't hold back
I won't hold back
You've pushed me this far
A soul that wasn't yours to take
Do you think you have control
Do you think you know
Giving it all I've got
Fall
To my last line of defense
I'm broken
But not defeated
I'm cracked and the odds are stacked against me
I am determined
Will this ever end
I swear I won't bend
You've taken everything I had
I trusted you
That was the last time
Now this is my last line
If you come to me tonight
I won't hold back
I won't hold back
I won't hold back
You've pushed me this far
A soul that wasn't yours to take
Do you think you have control
Do you think you know
Do you think you know