Dysphoric - JD1

My eyes are blind from the stare of your naked skin
The smell of your breath gently embracing my hand
The touch of serenity is complete
As fire your kiss burns everything there is to understand

Mourning the time
I never had
Apart from senses that are clear

They travel far
Beyond my fear

Out of reach
The images of your face

Destroy me
So I at least feel
Destruction

Inside – under my skin
entangle with my nerves

Bound to every reaction
Clouding my judgement
trembling in the sun

Painted on the wall
Starring at my skin so grey
I might find happiness one day

I listen to your silent calls
So faint and so far away
Her beautiful smile leaves me in disarray

Laid to rest at the bottom of desolation
Absolving in darkness

Controlling – world's downfall
In charge – only a slave
Salvation – imprisonment

Salvation

My eyes are blind from the stare of your naked skin
The smell of your breath gently embracing my hand
The touch of serenity is complete
As fire your kiss burns everything there is to understand