Elina - How

How is it supposed to feel
Hanging round these streets again?
Close to someone else's chest
Wanted it all but couldn't feel less
You swirled around my room
Like an everlasting ghost
He's right here but I'm alone
Morning breaks, I'm still in my clothes

No, I don't
Care about moving on, care about being alone
When everybody says I should let go
I showed
The way it's all a lie that we used too much
I'd do it again but I can't
I want it, I'm done but I can't

So, how is it supposed to feel?
'Cause I don't feel a thing
Other than the emptiness since you left
So how is it supposed to feel?
'Cause I don't want a thing
Other than the sound of your heartbeat next to mine

When am I supposed to be
Starting on the war again?
Teaching one to understand my bits and pieces
How do you feel?
You've won my sanity and all this insanity
And I want to hold on but I can't
I try to let go but I can't

So, how is it supposed to feel?
'Cause I don't feel a thing
Other than the emptiness since you left
So how is it supposed to feel?
'Cause I don't want a thing
Other than the sound of your heartbeat next to mine
Mmm...