Elysion - Erase Me

So hear yourself, fine idea colonies here.
I stopped being in front of you ages ago.
Is it gonna be another self bidding note?
Cuz i'm so sick of everything,
Mostly sick of myself being pathetic for so long

It somehow fells of me crying all my life
I'm almost saying my vision of everything filtered
through rain

I wish, i could even wish for something to happen
I can no longer hope, feeling something or dreaming was
no longer up
Somewhere in my foolish child being,
I dare not hope, i dare not fight.

Say goodbye to the comfort,
I only wish i could be unlearnt, completely forgotten
Me and my meaning was journeying through life
Can i just fade away?

I hear noises in the dark
And hope I only dream
My head is the only place
Where I can hear myself

All I do is breathing in
(Say goodbye to the comfort,
I only wish i could be unlearnt, completely forgotten
Me and my meaning was journeying through life
Can i just fade away?)
All I do is breathing out

Erase me
From all hoping and dreaming
And wishing on stars
Erase me
Into lonesome obsessions
And unhealing scars
Erase me
There is no other dawn
I am longing to see
Erase me...

I'm near but my heart is cold
My eyes can't hold the tears
I'm here and my mirror shows
My childhood's ghastly fears

All I do is breathing in
(What if I want to fade away?)
All I do is breathing out

Erase me
From all hoping and dreaming
And wishing on stars
Erase me
Into lonesome obsessions
And unhealing scars
Erase me
There is no other dawn
I am longing to see
Erase me...

I'm for the chance of inspiration,
I wish someone else made all the decisions for me,
Putting me out of a misery of how to choose and want
like curcifixial options
For my encourage to give up?
Since i can never be dealt with the pain,
Not regretting for the love like this.
I'm just wondering...
Is it not okay to be born?
That you're having love like this.
What is left for me to wait for?
Should i condemn myself to keeping or leaving
Just to warn for all that i've lost and feel like
Or some superior power finally decides to give an end
to the those of myself would have become?
If i ain't get self notion anymore
I only wish i could be unlearnt, completely forgotten
Me and my meaning was journeying through life
Can i just fade away?

What if I want to fade away?
Making mistakes I've always made...