Gates - Low

I thought I was meant for something more than where I reside
In the space between the cracks along the floor
And I couldn’t know what I’d become buried deep inside
In a place that I’ve never been before

I’m losing whatever made me breathe
Whatever made me feel alive
And I’m losing whatever made me dream
Of anything but fear in my heart
I’m losing me

In a hole far to deep to let go
I am growing my last hope
Down so low, you can’t know what it’s like
To not know what you want anymore
I’ve found a home in rain and loam
An escape from the flowers we’ve grown on
And I’ll explode far before we could know
What what it’s like to not want anymore

I’m losing whatever made me breathe
Whatever made me feel alive
And I’m losing whatever made me dream
Of anything but fear in my heart
And I’m losing whatever I believed
Would carry me along in the dark
I’m losing me

Down this low you can’t know what it’s like
To not know what you want anymore