Khai Dreams - Medicine

head is pounding
crutching(crushing?) heavily
hope is but a word
seems that all my ties are testing me
no one here invests in me
debt is racking fast
I can tell they losing interest
they can tell I'm losing track

never got that call back
but you been busy
understandable
on nights that standings hardest though
wish you could of helped me hold on
now my hands are rope burnt and tied up
I'm escaping in my dreams
i always keep my eyes shut

Never know which way to go
Burnt all these bridges
Locked these doors
looking for a place called home
But I don’t see it in the distance
Every second every minute
Closer till i collapse
Afraid that I'm not strong enough to bring myself back

I remember fairy tales
What does growing up entail
Well i opened up my sails
and now I'm standing in some waves
slowly drowning in my illness
tell my demons to behave
living in a cage of glass for breaking
but my muscles sore and bruising
and my fists violently shaking
so forsaken
wish i was the only one
drop that medicine
don't let go of that love
You have always been enough