Koroshi-Ya - Alone

((I'm doomed here.
It's been nearly two months, and I've lost all hope of returning early.
I've forgotten what food tastes like, what the warm touch of another feels like. I can't remember the smell of home, only the stale smell of nothingness that exists here.
I feel like I can't go on anymore. I wish I could just end it all))

All alone I stand, my thoughts bottled with me,
The darkness of the abyss is all that I can really see,
The earth and it's cheerful glare are spittin' in my face,
While I'm forced to be enprisoned on a dusty rock in space.

I'm not sure how to feel, towards the one who trapped me here,
Did she think that banishing me to the moon would just make me disappear?
Well to tell you truth honestly, she achieved her fiendish goal,
What ever happened to that warm sibiling I knew, back when she was a foal?

Did she suddenly forget who I was? That people make mistakes?
And sweeping them under the rug, only enduces hate?
Well it's a mixture of loathing and disgust, how I feel right now,
But what should I really be feeling, no I can't allow,

This to deplete my sanity, if I'm ever to make it through,
Even though with own horn, my own blood I just drew,
I wish not to admit it but the process has already begun,
My mind is slowly tearing and it cannot be undone.

The once proud ruler of the majestic night sky,
Now reduced to an empty shell, all alone, waiting to die,
We were once the strongest of breatherin, now we're nothing anymore,
Stuck up here to send a message, but I really ask, what for?
Why she traps me in this torment, why the hell can't she see,
That all she's gone and done is condemned me to insantiy,
It seems like forever and a day I was taken from my home,
And all I know now is that I'm all alone.

((Tick, tock, tick, tock.
I can hear this strange clicking noise, all day every day. I can never quite place where it comes from.

WHY WON'T IT SHUT UP?))

The days pass over to months, the months pass over to years,
And as that time has past by, isolation is no longer a fear,
Because I've had visitors, and had some guests with me,
Though by my hoof sadly, they had to be set free,

That's right, I killed them all, no mercy in my heart,
I felt no empathy as I tore them all apart,
But what about just maybe, they were never really there,
And my sanity's too fargone, all I know is that I'm scared,

And no matter how long I'm alone here, my pain is never eased,
Maybe I truly deserved this, to celestia I should have appeased,
All I wanted was the ponies to gaze at the beauty of my night,
But now I'm trapped around it forever, to this day it still causes fright,

All I can do is wait, alone as I rot inside,
Because the day that I'm set free, everyone is sure to find,
That the vengeance that I plan, be it with no shread of remorse,
I'll make everypony pay, and Celestia of course.

((I have a few hours left to plan before I come back to Equestria; I wonder how things have fared without me.
No matter, my initial plan will go forth. I shall bring about night eternal, and those peasants will regret ever shunning me!))

The once proud ruler of the majestic night sky,
Now reduced to an empty shell, all alone, waiting to die,
We were once the strongest of breatherin, now we're nothing anymore,
Stuck up here to send a message, but I really ask, what for?
Why she traps me in this torment, why the hell can't she see,
That all she's gone and done is condemned me to insantiy,
It seems like forever and a day I was taken from my home,
And all I know now is that I'm all alone.

((A day doesn't go past where I don't regret what I did. I had sentenced her to a fate worse than death. I am glad that the memory charm worked, and she doesn't remember a thing. However, the spell will wear off eventually. One day, it will break, and the memories will flood back. She'll remember everything and the voices of her nightmares will return. Her mind will break and then nothing will be able to stop her.
She'll kill us all.))