Lauren Cimorelli - Rabbit Hole

(Cause I'd rather be going crazy than to be alone
be alone, be alone, be alone...)

Careful words with no response
He spends his nights in coffe shops
Quick to fall but he won't catch you
He disappears like cheshire cats do

And I know and I know and I know
You don't know, you don't know me well
And I know and I know and I know
I don't know how to be by myself

I swear that I am flying while I'm walking on a wire
Convince myself it's raining while you're satting me on fire

So I'll follow ypu down this rabbit hole
Till I don't know how to let you go
Watch all of my sanity go up in smoke
Cause I'd rather be going crazy than to be alone

Empty words and flying sparks
With something cold to replace his heart
He's perfectly assembled while I'm falling apart
He looks just like a work of art

He's untouchable, so far away
He's further than outer space

Trying to breathe in and out
It keep on getting harder
But I'm okay with drowning, baby, if you are the water

So I'll follow ypu down this rabbit hole
Till I don't know how to let you go
Watch all of my sanity go up in smoke
Cause I'd rather be going crazy than to be alone

Every word he's said to me
Is burned into my memory
He takes his time
Erases me from his mind
And quickly I'm unraveling
He's gone and then he's back again
But maybe I'm just dreaming it all

I drink you up
You shrink me down
I dig myself deeper underground
I can't win
I can't hide
Cause it's all in
My delusional mind...