Lauren Ray - Upstream

I could hide under the sheets

Tell myself it's not happening to me

I don't wanna deal with this today, I just want it all to go away

Coz it's so so hard



I could break, wouldn't that be easier?

Yeah that could be me.

My head is just above the water now

I could let the current pull me down, but no no no not today



I'm swimming upstream, got to do something

I know it won't be easy no one said it would be easy

But I'll breathe in, stay strong

Keep swimming upstream





Dreams and schemes blueprints and plans

Hard to hold in anyone's hands

You never know on any given day

When life is gonna wanna have a say but no no no not today



I'm swimming upstream, got to do something

I know it won't be easy no one said it would be easy

But I'll breathe in, stay strong

Keep swimming upstream



You can fight when you think there's no fight left inside

You can face it all or you can hide under the sheets.



I'm swimming upstream, got to do something

I know it won't be easy no one said it would be easy

But I'll breathe in, stay strong

Keep swimming upstream