Luxtorpeda - Nieobecny Nieznajomy

To be, so firmly be
Like you have never been
Blood is just blood
Chain of bond in liquid
But gesture, every my gesture
Is like an omen of similarity
With a stranger!
Face, is it my face?
I’ve seen it somewhere before
Unaware, I’m reading books
You used to read
It’s just it and nothing more
I’d like to forgive
And go on living
With absent!

Without any safeguard
I’ve made my first footsteps
You were absent
In spirit and body
And there’s never too late
To stand so close again
Come to love your surname
I forgive you everything! x3

Words, there are no words
We also don’t have a history
Five suppressed in palm of a hand
Colourless memories
I’d like to feel anger
I didn’t feel it
When walking along the street
You’ve passed me
Like a stranger!
None of us hadn’t stopped listlessness
Right on time
Now it all has no meaning to us
I don’t have you in heart
All I have there is forgiveness
You were absent!

Have you maybe
Seen my milk teeth
I’ve hated phrase
Alimony came
And there’s never too late
To stand so close again
Come to love your surname
I forgive you everything! x2

My Father
Why have you forsaken me?
It is finished
And now
All we have
Is this pain in awareness
My Father
I’m a father too
I’d give my life for her
Die anew
For her everyday
I’m consummed by fear
Am I different than you
Or exactly alike?

In my brain lots of
Unexpected turns
It’s hard to understand yourself
Without foundation
And there’s never too late
Stand so close again
Come to love your surname
I forgive you everything! x3