Misplaced - Idk why i try

I'm always whining way too much
Your drama club it sucks
You say you care about these people but sell them love like drugs
I just managed to wean off
But again you try and talk
You say I'm drinking way too much
Excuse my language but fuck off

Cos That's the point
I'm Tired of the noise
I wanted clarity but somehow you left me no choice
I Wasted all my time I'm going to blame you

Just bite the curb and forget me
you tore down my fence
What's in my head is disgusting
Where the fuck are my friends
I think I straight up pass out
You hit me with a knockout
I can't do this again

I wish I wasn't this self-conscious,
No fun at all
I'm Always overusing substances it helps me
feel tall
I know I complain a lot
annoy myself I should stop
But it's so hard you always wear on my luck

Just bite the curb and forget me
you tore down my fence
What's in my head is disgusting
Where the fuck are my friends
I think I straight up pass out
You hit me with a knockout
I can't do this again