MNTHA - Nefelibata

I know that I exist
but why I even care
you seem to be here
but I can’t see your hair

I just want to lay down here
alone by myself
cause there is nothing out there
just my consciousness

just my consciousness
anything could out there
alone by myself
I want to get away

oh I can see your hair
you don't seem to be here
but why I even care
I know that i exist

and here I am
standing in a field of
billion exploding stars
billion exploding stars
that I am also made of

I know that I live
and you live too
in my head these pictures
are more real than life out there

today I will wear your suit
and your black necktie
to know how it is to
live in my world

to know how it is to
live in my world
today I will wear your dress
and your lipstick

I know that I live
and you live too
but I’m not really sure
if you exist

and here I am
standing in a field of
billion exploding stars
billion exploding stars
that I am also made of

sometimes I lose control
so I died a long time ago

I am the nefelbata
I am the nefelbata