Otuka - Pride

I'm just procrastinating

It's been so long since I woke up not feeling like this
I try my best just to ignore it, but I can't hold it in
I try my best just to be honest, don't know where to begin
I'd put my pride down for me not to feel this again
It's been so long since I woke up not feeling like this
I try my best just to ignore it, but I can't hold it in
I try my best just to be honest, don't know where to begin
I'd put my pride down for me not to feel this again

I'd put my pride down, set it aside now
And fantasize 'bout how it would be better if I said the way I felt
Instead of somethin' else
I'll tell you everythin' until I'm nothin' but a shеll of myself
'Cause I'm nothin' without my thoughts
Or the things that causе my brain to rot
I can't help it, I feel helpless
I hate that I felt this way and there's me to blame

It's been so long since I woke up not feeling like this
I try my best just to ignore it, but I can't hold it in
I try my best just to be honest, don't know where to begin
I'd put my pride down for me not to feel this again
It's been so long since I woke up not feeling like this
I try my best just to ignore it, but I can't hold it in
I try my best just to be honest, don't know where to begin
I'd put my pride down for me not to feel this again

It's the last one