Papilla - I'm better

Cold shakes and manic moods
A powdered nose and stuck on booze
Brain too numb to even speak
All too ready to admit I’m weak
Face is lined with weeks of dirt
Too lazy to even change my shirt
I feel my blood pumping round my veins
I hate to breathe 'cause there's nothing to gain
But I’m better, I’m better than I ever was before
My friends say I’m on the way down I’m down so low,
I bounce off the ground They’re all giving me loads of advice
I tell them “Man, hey that’s nice” Then I go home and close the door
I lie down and hug the floor I cannot walk,
I can only crawl But even then I manage to fall But I’m better,
I’m better than I ever was before But I’m better, I’m better than I ever was before
Let them say that I’m too dumb
Too dumb to use a gun and put an end to it all I’ll find another way I’ll say what
I’ll say Don’t care if you lose, you’re always the first to choose
Hey hey But I’m better,
I’m better than I ever was before But I’m better,
I’m better than I ever was before