Prescription Happiness - Shades

I've died
So many times
All in my head
There's something broken
Dripping red
I said i'm fine
So many times
Can't look ahead
Can't fight these demons
Seeking Black

The silent thoughts
The need of rest
The shade of me
All pain digested

CHORUS
Can you reach the meaning of this?
Can you see you are nothing but shit?
Can you burn and melt all this ice?
Can you break the chains of this life?

I hope you'll never see what hides behind
I hope you won't understand we are all dead inside

And yes i'm dead
And so you are
Don't hold despair
Just keep on breathing
Dripping red
You thought you are fine
So many times
You can't realize
Since you were born
You are waiting black

The flies are waiting
Our worthless meat
Faith is staring
Into her tv

CHORUS

I hope you will understand what hides behind
I hope you will understand we are all dead inside