Qaewin - Splendor

I used to write so many songs about you
Used to? actually I still do
Used to?
'bout three months ago, I was on that heartbreak "hate you, muthafucka!" flow
Oh, but I was lying to myself to say that, but rapping & writing rhymes always helped
Filling notebooks
Staying up after late
With distraction in my mind and back to you is where I'd gravitate

Subtle references only I'd get, cause really I had no idea that you continued listening
Only thought you would say that
I wasn't sure of my skills
I wasn't sure of my love and whether my feelings were real or not
False aggression
Fueled by a yearning from a fool who only missed you after I'd lose you
Staring at the dark of the wall
Asking "Who's you, Kevin? Why'd you say that? Let's piece up all the clues dude"

I don't think I was sane cause things weren't the same
And I'd be silent when reminded of your name
The time that I was island
Meaning stranded by myself
Thinking I didn't need help, the more you took over my brain
Dang
And I was scared, thinking I'd have to choose if I included you into it it'd take away from the music
But shit, I know that ever since I made you my queen
Everything is better and dammit you're so inspiring

And they can skip over the song
And empty out the place like I'm holding up a bomb
But you're my one & only and I hold on to my promise
You the type of girl I'd be proud to show to my mom

But not yet, cause my folks think I'm in teen love
And teen love isn't really real love

And people think that they can see us
But they don't know us
They could never be us

Outro

And you know, and they can speculate and try to kill our vibe but this is real
Excuse me if my sound ain't sweet and I'm singing off key but gee this is how i feel

(3x) and you know

Yeah

And you know-ooo