Sarsen - Waiting

Falling, blasting, creating, reeling
Fatal mind-blow, forever bleeding
Running, dying, no time wasted
Another bastard, slowly created

When she speaks to me, father stares so blankly
Death creeps so slowly and whispers so faintly
Its never called cheating to wish for its mercy
Trapped in a circle of madness and waiting
Alone in my chair

Dripping fever, excitement tempts me
Daddy, crying, fulfill my needs
Taking last breath, withers, ending
Sorrow, my eyes, only pretending

Father is sleeping so peaceful and quiet
Gripping the pillow, the thrill cannot hide it
Fist clenches weakly as I breathe in rapture
Death as she’s lying, my heart, beating faster
Alone in my chair

Father is sleeping so peaceful and quiet
Gripping the pillow, the thrill cannot hide it
Fist clenches weakly as I breathe in rapture
Death as she’s lying, my heart, beating faster
Waiting