Scream Maker - Livin' in the Past

Reason I am here
No I can not comprehend
I walked across the ocean
Fought so many fights with myself

Since the day she's gone
I just can't catch my breath
My life is in disorder
My soul in total disarray

But there are moments in which I
Hear the voice that asks me why
Won't forgive myself for not my faults
It was just the fortune blind
That destroyed the one I really loved
Have to live with it
Until I die

I surrender
I surrender myself
No more hunting for that shapes from the past
I surrender
I surrender myself
But the memories they will never die

Would she be glad
To see me like this
I'm running and hiding
I'm coward I'm blindman

She was everything I had
Can't erase it from my head
But have to live again
I have to make peace with my past

I surrender…

So you and I still meant to be together
But in this life fate separated us