Shawnee Smith - Deciding

I have been fighting, re-writing the story of my life
I am deciding who I’ll be or I’ll see in hindsight
And this hole in my belly that moves me and lures me away
I am deciding, inviting my demons to stay with me
I’ll stand for you
I’ll see this through
I’ll dream with you
Passing the days that will make up the story of my life
What will I see when I look back on me over my life
My life
Building a memory that moves me where I want to go
It is friendlier to me than I’ve been it seems that I’ve so have grown
I’ll stand for you
I’ll see this through
I’ll dream with you
Passing the days that will make up the story of my life
What will I see when I look back on me over my life
Passing the days that will make up the story of my life
What will I see when I look back on me over my life
Passing the days that will make up the story of my life
What will I see when I look back on me over my life
My life
It is friendlier to me than I’ve been