Shiloh - Sicker Thoughts / Something Good

Think of you a lot, but I've had sicker thoughts
Think of you in bed, think of you in knots
I hate how my plans turn into demands
I stand accused of falling into love a little too soon
Excuse me if I aim for the moon
Ended up shooting myself in the foot
Put it into my mouth felt it not feel good
I should have been your friend
But I can't go back to my bed
Let me die in ignominy it's how I want it to be
So please..
Drop your shrill defense
Let me be your friend
Oh you're just a tease
Oh you're just pretend
I hate how my plans turn into demands
I stand underneath the sun and watch my good parts die
Oh, god I'm so handsome when I'm high
Nothing's ever gonna feel as good as you again
Guess all that means is that we can't be friends
I should go back to my bed
But I can't get out of it
Stop the waiting, hesitating, thankless thanking thin ice skating
Circles circlin the departed, parts I had I had just started
I been something I ain't nothin I want someone my own size
Fallin in and out of line in a bathroom stall
Oh I know that I got something good
And I feel how I should when I feel happy
Love leaves no liars on their toes
When I'm on the phone i'm still alone
But you could run it by another phony guy
I won't try
O'm not hanging up, though I'm still hung up on you