Sobel - To Ja

[Intro]
I had a dream and it still hasn't passed
I had a dream,
so far it was only meant to be the past

[Chorus]
Catch a handful of anger and laughter
Grab a handful of pain and fear, yeah, it's me, it's me
Like dust in an empty hand, everything is falling apart and I feel your shame,
You were supposed to be here, you were supposed to be here

[Verse 1]
Look
I'm doing fine so far
A gentleman told me that it will pass over time, Szymek
Let, it's not worth it, not this time, but how much can you repeat the same thing to yourself?
I'm sick of them looks
I know, I'll probably get it sometime, but recently
Somehow in my mind I'm drowning (ey)
But we both know in every shit I'll find myself
I've learned the truth so many times

[Chorus]
Catch a handful of anger and laughter
Grab a handful of pain and fear, yeah, it's me, it's me
Like dust in an empty hand, everything is falling apart and I feel your shame,
You were supposed to be here, you were supposed to be here

[Verse 2]
I had a dream and it's hard for me to breathe
I had a dream, honestly
I think something broke in me again, broke
Maybe you can tell me how to combine it with pressure (e-ey)
How am I not to look back?
This-this trap creates unity
Is it really understandable?
That's the crux of butterflies
Are you sure you understood?

[Chorus]
Catch a handful of anger and laughter
Grab a handful of pain and fear, yeah, it's me, it's me
Like dust in an empty hand, everything is falling apart and I feel your shame,
You were supposed to be here, you were supposed to be here