StilrizE - Anxiety

Lying here awake in bed
all these thoughts inside my head
missing how it used to be
everything was clear to me

Now my faith is swept aside,
distancing a better life
Can somebody tell my why
this gets worse as time goes by?

And I want to be somebody else for a while
to maybe get a little relief
there's no escape from this relentless hell
feels like it's got a grip on me

I can feel it coming soon
scared to even leave this room
Pressure of my blood's just rised
Got no help, I'm hypnotised

Now I'm panicking inside
Heart feels like it's paralyzed
Cried so much my eyes are dry
Sick of all the fear I'm screaming

And I want to be somebody else for a while
to maybe get a little relief
there's no escape from this relentless hell
feels like it's got a grip on me

Cuz no one knows just what it's like
to live through such anxiety
Got to take a drug for all the pain
just to get away from reality

I'm so sick of it all
I just don't want to die
without knowing why
something's got a grip on me
Oh why something's got a grip on me

An uneasy mind
Why can't just I live a normal life
with no fear, no burdens
that just bottle up inside?

It's like nothing ever seems to just give in
I'm here, still with the pain and still I'm asking why

Cuz no one knows just what it's like
to live through such anxiety
Got to take a drug for all the pain
just to get away from reality

I'm so sick of it all
I just don't want to die
without knowing why
something's got a grip on me
Oh why something's got a grip on me

I wanted to be somebody else