Sufferer - Again

If I had to talk simply about it, well, I'm sure I'd say nothing at all
How the thoughts in my head get so crowded or how everything makes me feel small
How I constantly feel I'm surrounded or feel no one's around me at all or feel nothing
Trade me anything just to feel something, take your pick, take it all

We'll take hold!
Leave his bones as bare as our hearts
We'll take hold!
Drain the life from him, make him empty and cold

Every happy thought you have is tagged with hidden costs!
Every happy thought you have is tagged with hidden costs!

There's no way out, I don't think you'll understand
No rescue
There's no way out, I don't think you'll understand
No rescue

Oh, I thought we were past this
Oh, I thought we were moving on
Thought you'd gotten the message
But I guess I was fucking wrong

What's so wrong?
Oh, don't you hang your head
There is solace in this depression
It's the only thing that's permanent
When everyone leaves you, let nothing deceive you
We'll always be here by your side
Ain't it something?
Even now, when you swear you've got nothing, we're still buried inside

My colors will stay the same
But my shades will bloom from grey to grey
My colors will stay the same
But my shades will bloom from grey to grey
This smothered state of change
Will rearrange me grey to grey

What's so wrong?
Oh, don't you hang your head
There is solace in this depression
It's the only thing that's permanent
When everyone leaves you, let nothing deceive you
We'll always be here by your side
Ain't it something?
Even now, when you swear you've got nothing, we're still buried inside

If I had to talk simply about it, well, I'm sure I'd say nothing at all
How the thoughts in my head get so crowded or how everything makes me feel small
How I constantly feel I'm surrounded or feel no one's around me at all or feel nothing
Trade me anything just to feel something, take your pick, take it all