Sunwalker - Wander

It seems to me for every one step forward
I've been taking ten steps back

My mistakes are holding me down
And so far I can't see the light at the end of the tunnel that I know is there
I can't find my way out of this nightmare
So I'll wander in anguish

I punish myself over and over
I punish myself again and again
Cause every single second that I waste is killing me
I just can't seem to let this go
It's like the weight of the world is crushing me
I didn't think I could get this low
So I erase myself, attempt to find peace
Erase myself, and when I'm deceased

The end at last
A way to forget my past
I'm haunted by my memories

And forgiveness is a strong word underused and elusive
I keep it locked in the back of my mind
And forgiveness is a strong word that I hope will come with time

Every single second that I waste is killing me
I just can't seem to let this go
It's like the weight of the world is crushing me
I didn't think I could get this low
So I erase myself, attempt to find peace
Erase myself, and when I'm deceased