The Story So Far - Keep This Up

Chase me, fill in the gap now
Gold in my iris
I miss how the waves sound
I haven’t talked to my brother in over a year now
I hope that he’s still proud

What’s with the things I do?
Try to disconnect you two
Tore all the fabric from our loom
And I hate that
My pessimistic views stem from all the drugs I use
Hide all my guilt inside this bruise, it’s my ruse

Phase me, I feel the distance
I hear the cadence the worst of all my sounds
I wanna see why you love her, why you’re good
For each other but I just don’t know how

Bet if you keep this up, you’ll die here all alone
Yet you still fill your cup
Nodding off, nodding off now