Typhus - From Chaos to Solace

I am so sick, so torn
So desperately unreasoned
The harder that I push the faster it comes beating me down

Forgot the touch, the lust, the love, the shine
I can’t keep caging my true human design
I'm the bastard of woe
I’ve come from hell to purify the lie that shows

I want you to know of this evil inside
That keeps fucking up my mind

A desperate addiction from chaos to solace

By the light I will close my eyes
Do I have the honor to enslave
All my weaknesses inside a vial of broken dreams
Will my soul be erased to make room
For the motor, that churns my blood
I am a death machine

Do I still have you? Can you trust my mistakes?
What if I told you this was my last time
As I’m piling the bodies, would you still believe my lies?

(Believe my lies as I’m piling the bodies 6 feet high)
I knew you’d trust me if i said (I'll never kill again)
If I said, I'd never kill again

I'm not sorry
For the life i have ruined
To achieve my spiritual completion
To a life of torment

Blood splattered devastation
Make my stature reach the heavens
I've been cured by a righteous world of shit
That claims to be my failure

Blood splattered devastation
Make my stature reach the heavens
I've been cured by a righteous world of shit
That claims to be my father

Blood splattered devastation
Make my stature reach the heavens
I've been cured by a righteous world of shit
That claims to be my savior