Wage War - Southbound

Define me as a failure. Only the shadow of a man.
I will suffer the judgment passed by those who simply do not understand.
Who I am. The way I think. The pain that sets in underneath. And when I try to be myself it seems like the insecurity gets the worst of me.

The distance, it makes me sick
But there's a new way that I'm coping with conviction
And I don't expect you to understand it
I can't leave these words unsaid
Cause it's a product of the battle that’s in my head
And I can't pretend that it never haunts me
The world will never be enough for me
I'll tell you from the top, it's only skin deep
I don’t know what I believe
But it's not the way it's supposed to be

Over these past few years I admit that things have changed. Dreams became reality, but the pleasure became pain.
I've loved.
I've lost.
You wouldn't know what it cost
After every sacrifice that I have made.
I'll take this to the grave

You can be who you want be
But your nightmares live in the same dream
Go be who you want to be