Weerd Science - Drugs 2.0

Anyone who knows me knows that I've been high
That I've seen more powder than the Shea Stadium third baseline
Knows that I've had more than a few episodes
That I've gone to bed
Thinking that my heart might explode
Maybe just shut off
There's a knife in my back and the handle's been sawed off
Like a lot of kids I was walking around sauced
Wonderin' what the fuck happened
Countin' the friends that I lost
On one hand, most of my friends were one thing
And addicts spawn quick like chicks who are too trusting
Basically everyone I was surrounded with
Was counterfeit junkies who couldn't find a way out of it
When I look back and re-hash the past
Fuck a second pass, I was given a fourth and fifth chance
But as sure as track marks don't fade
As far as a relapse I'm still one hit away


Drugs
We break 'em, we crush 'em, we need 'em
We love 'em we can't get enough of 'em
Drugs
They sell 'em, we cop 'em and buy 'em
And from our families try to disguise 'em
Drugs
We're sick kids, sniffing up sicknesses
While our parents are witnesses
Drugs
Yeah homie I'll show you what sickness is
'til my neck spins around like that bitch in The Excorcist


I know rockstars with deviated septums from blow
Who put straws in their rectums to get coke up their asshole
You wouldn't believe half the shit that I've seen
A swollen spleen, a black liver, and my skin turned green
So cover me as I claim to be in recovery
Swearin' I'm sober
While there's a thousand drugs in front of me
And suddenly my circumstance surpasses subtlety
I'm still over the top like keg stands and funnels be
I know kids addicted to Oxycontin
Go to the doc
And all of a sudden they're hooked on Suboxone
There's no stopping, and once you're out of options
When Death comes knockin'
From all the pills you're poppin'
Trust me, I'm one of the lucky ones
Some kids get high
Some kids succumb to drugs
I pretty much made it out unscathed
Except my body's shutting down
And I piss blood some days


Drugs
We break 'em, we crush 'em, we need 'em
We love 'em we can't get enough of 'em
Drugs
They sell 'em, we cop 'em and buy 'em
And from our families try to disguise 'em
Drugs
We're sick kids, sniffing up sicknesses
While our parents are witnesses
Drugs
Yeah homie I'll show you what sickness is
'til my neck spins around like that bitch in The Excorcist


This ain't a PSA
Needless to say
But there's a problem when kids
Do crack before they graduate
From rehab to relapse
It'll find you and come back
'til you walk around
Looking like a retarded reject
As a kid, the Reagans told us
"Just say no"
But it never trickled down
My throat was numb from blow
I was on a constant mission to get high
Some people do it for fun
Others do it to get by
My friends told me that
"Josh you're gonna die"
But honestly at that time
I didn't care about why
People wrote me off
And said my coffin was nailed
Cause I'm living proof
That the drugs war failed


Drugs
We break 'em, we crush 'em, we need 'em
We love 'em we can't get enough of 'em
Drugs
They sell 'em, we cop 'em and buy 'em
And from our families try to disguise 'em
Drugs
We're sick kids, sniffing up sicknesses
While our parents are witnesses
Drugs
Yeah homie I'll show you what sickness is
'til my neck spins around like that bitch in The Excorcist