C.S. Fulp - Ego Death

Feel like nothing I say
Could do much good anyways
I feel lost on my own now

Finding peace on my own now
And I know it's the way
When we talk you don't say
All the things that you used to
All the things that I'm used to
It's hard when I feel so far from you
I don't know if it gets better
But I know I've been here
With my fears and my tears
And I know it gets better
I miss the way your hands feel running through my hair
I miss how you hold me when nobody else was there
Where did all this love go?
Feelings we share oh I don't know
It haunts me while killing my ego
At some point I'll just stop feeling anything
So I don't feel the pain that it brings to me
But I know I'll get over everything
I miss the way your hands feel running through my hair
I miss how you hold me when nobody else was there
Letting go of my control
Certain things I just don't know
Getting there all on my own
It's not all bad there's still love in it
Thinking about the times we had
It's so innocent
I wish you would wrap me up
But what's the point of it?
But if I fantasize about you being right here
I can still feel your hands in my hair
I'm right back to the start when I think of it
Losing my hope when you say that you're over it
Feel like I'm losing myself
I miss the way your hands feel running through my hair
I miss how you hold me when nobody else was there