C.S. Fulp - Deep End

Morning light is creeping through my window
I wish it wouldn't
So I could just sleep the day away

Looking through my closet for a clean shirt
My favorites are dirty
I guess i'll just wear one anyway
That'll do
What's the point of living life
By a strangers set of rules?
I've been the good boy
Went to school
I behaved and kept my cool
But now i'm screaming in my head
Sometimes wishing I were dead
Burnt out tires low on tread
Wishing I had stayed in bed
At least I still got friends
Pulling me up out of the deep end
There's some things that need changing
But i'm tired of going alone and I need a hand
So what am I doing anymore?
Everything that's good for me feels like a chore
So once again I'll just go home
Sit down on my floor alone
And think about were things went wrong
Call this guy up, same old same old
Said he's drinking all the time
And there's this girl I should call
Cause she's been living in my mind
But it's so hard to get ready to try to know someone again
All the basics, how you doing?
Where you from and where you been?
At least I still got friends
Pulling me up out of the deep end
There's some things that need changing
But i'm tired of going alone and I need a hand
Life has only just begun
Let go of my problems and the problem I've become,
And maybe it's not all so bad, look around you
Been feeling like I don't belong
I don't know the words but i'll sing along
And maybe it's not all so bad, look around you