EmKaTus - Zwiędły lilie ft. Kartky

I don't know what a new day may bring for me
But not for today I've known that we can't fall asleep
Demons everywhere, types, blocks of flats everywhere there is a shadow
Which you bring to me, cause you come here with light
Strange people, prosperity all the time relative, you know
I know you see me and we can't fade away
I see again, sorry, where there are neon lights, where the angel's singing
X-mas is coming, maybe you be my little star?

When I come, forget that it used to be bad
When I forget, it's normal, don't worry
I will drown my sorrows, although I don't know if it will strengthen my head
Otherwise I'm freezing in the rain with my friends
And even when you come, you won't fix me
But it doesn't matter, you can try maybe, come here
I still speak, but actions are already heavier, you know
And here the lilies have died in our hearts long time ago

And when I hang on the phone, it doesn't give anything
But I give fuck on that, at least I want to breath
I count on you, cause I lit a snitch on myself
Everything is made of copper, but I wanted to promise gold

And I don't see any chance for it to be normal anymore
And I see how you look at me
And this why the hope doesn't fade away - into us
I haven't seen a stop for a long time
And their cloudy color makes more and more mess in my head

A these blue eyes will make me a devil
Let's go for a coffee but not into the city
My red eyes make me look like a clown
You have pretty lips but the words are not true

Count my tears as if at least one of them had fallen
Let's cross out the mistakes that still follow us
Count my lives, cause this caftan isn't a cool outfit
Tied hands, maybe you can take like this
The ink still leaves a mark on those pages and on the skin
It takes it from somebody, give back all the evil
The ink on those pages when I can't say anything
What is the truth when it isn't even my voice?

I have lost everything but I remember it was here yesterday
How to look to the future when the past throws the knife at me
I killed love, I don't know even if I can love
But I feel something, so the hope is like E with plus
I must rap, kill for it, be nice to me, young
They are just scars, but somehow we can get up
I must fly away, be my strength but it will take some time
They are just numbers, every our problem will be solved

I don't know what a new night can come for me
But we both know, we can't fall asleep
I can give you my duvet, my soul, my life, my blanket
But I want to know what hides under the mask today
I fuck every such a lonely and crazy night
When you got it so easy
If you want to be with me, you have to enter a code
You know it well, cause I've had the same code for years

Before I moved forward, I've counted only on myself
I made a mistake with god's names, I was betting on myself, on others, on you
Everything has run out in fog somewhere, on my grey there-is-no-heaven
And I hear a sound of steps in the distance, when again I speak and speak to you today

And I know what the new year can come
I released the album that gave a light
I came with my friends, we bought all the darkness
When other can't afford even what is free