Lø Spirit - What If..?

Is it obvious?
That I'm floating toward an exit
Cause I'm always second guessing if it's obvious.

That every question is an answer
to an answer needing questions

And now
I'm in the background
Of my own image
Where no one else can see me

I paint myself there
So no one else cares
To see me leave my body

As soon as I feel better, start to see some better weather

The clouds roll in and my thoughts they all go-

What if?
I never get my feet on the concrete
What if?
I never get blood back in my heartbeat
What if I'm all alone in my problems?
What if it's only me?
What if?
I never find
Some kind of gravity

Snap.
Back into myself
I should get some help
What the hell's been taking me so long
Selling all my shit
Just pay the rent
There's no affording this
So typically,

I'm in the background
Of my own image
Where no one else can see me

I paint myself there
So that they don't stare or throw a pity party

What if?
I never get my feet on the concrete
What if?
I never get blood back in my heartbeat
What if I'm all alone in my problems?
What if it's only me?
What if?
I never find
Some kinda gravity

Houston, anybody read? I'm floating through the darkness, dying with my darkest thoughts..

Silence.
No one's listening.
No one says a thing
And as I float away I feed the core belief.

What if I'm this?
What if I'm that?
What if I've gone crazy and there ain't no going back now?
What if I'm sick?
What if I've gone mad?
What if? What if?

What if?
I never get my feet on the concrete
What if?
I never get blood back in my heartbeat
What if I'm all alone in my problems?
What if it's only me?
What if?
I never find
Some kind of gravity