T. Hayes - Enter

[Voice]
Please state your name, first and last

[T. Hayes]
Tyler Hayes

[Voice]
Date of birth?

[T. Hayes]
June 17, 1999

[Voice]
Ethnicity?

[T. Hayes]
Nigga

[Voice]
Hometown?

[T. Hayes]
Houston, Texas

[Voice]
Any siblings?

[T. Hayes]
One older brother

[Voice]
And marital status?

[T. Hayes]
Single

[Voice]
Okay before we start this
Everything that I said in this room
Will be recorded on tape as of protocol
So now Mr. Hayes, what is your biggest fear?

[T. Hayes]
Life, God, Donald Trump

[Voice]
Do you hold grudges?

[T. Hayes]
Not necessarily I tend to be more lenient
I don't see why

[Voice]
Do you feel love?

[T. Hayes]
In a sense yes

[Voice]
Do you wish to find love?

[T. Hayes]
In due time, I have other aspirations as of right now

[Voice]
What kind of aspirations?

[T. Hayes]
I wanna be a rapper

[Voice]
And do you set goals for yourself?

[T. Hayes]
I don't like to set goals
I just have things I wish to achieve
I'll do anything for them

[Voice]
You sound okay to me
Why are you here?

[T. Hayes]
I have a hard time being transparent

[Voice]
With who?

[T. Hayes]
With anybody
Nobody knows who I am
Besides a little they may get out of me
Honestly I don't even know who I am
Or what made me the way I am

[Voice]
Okay you said you fear life, why?

[T. Hayes]
Life is a big gamble
You can put in so much
But you'll never know
How much you'll get out
Or if it'll pay off

[Voice]
Do you fear judgement as well?

[T. Hayes]
No

[Voice]
You say people know little
Of you because you bring little to the table
It seems to me that you know awful more than you do now because you're afraid of what people might think
About you after the fact

[T. Hayes]
No I just--

[Voice]
Here, let's do an exercise
I wanna be bestfriends, we've been close for a while now
We talkin and we hit a sticky subject like depression
Okay so now I've told you all about my past struggles
With depression, anxiety, and suicide and what not
So, how bout you man?
You've been depressed before?
Actually, I may have a better way to open you up
You say you like to rap, right?
Here's a pen and pad and write as if you were to open Pandora's box of your life
Let your true colors through this blank canvas
Open your mind and paint the exact picture
That you wish you could share to the world