Dean Lewis - I Am Getting Well

The sun comes up but I don't feel it on my face
The leaves start falling but the seasons never change
And my brother says "Come out" but I just stay away
And indulge in the loneliness to avoid all the pain

Now it's dark, when it's light and the spark in my eyes
Burning low, I should call up my friends
I been trying my best to get out of this bed
But I think there's something wrong with my head

Oh, I break everything that is good
'Cause I cannot see the good inside
And trust me, if I could I would
Change the chemicals inside my mind
But it's a long, long way up that hill
Past all the dead grass and the thoughts that could kill
It's a long, long way up from Hell
But I, I am getting well

My father calls me up and asks me how I am
He says that he'll stop by if I ever need a hand
And I take that call but I don't talk for very long
I always hang up first and tell him, "Please, don't worry mum"

'Cause it's dark and it's light
And it's hard but I'll try
To be better than I was back then
And I'll run outta breath
Till I'm outta this mess
God knows I'm trying my best

Oh, I break everything that is good
'Cause I cannot see the good inside
And trust me, if I could I would
Change the chemicals inside my mind
But it's a long, long way up that hill
Past all the dead grass and the thoughts that could kill
It's a long, long way up from Hell
But I, I am getting well

Even if I still need help, I am getting well
Even if it's hard to tell, I am getting well