Abandoned by Light - A Love That Hurts Me So...

I'm cutting myself again
Trying to take this pain away
Trying to drown it all, in the wave
I'm hurting so much, hurting for you
This love is taking my life away
Why did you go?
This obsessive love is breaking me
So i'm cutting again, cutting for you

I'm taking drugs again
Trying to numb myself to the pain
Trying to break myself, all at once
I'm dying again, dying for you
Why did you go?
My obsessive love for you is painful
So i'm taking drugs again, just for you

Burning, searing pain, this feeling
Why did you have to go? And leave me
I love you, do you now know?
This pain inside my soul, it's all for you
The scars that dot my body, a sea of testimonies to your divinity
This is killing me though
This love that hurts me so

This obsessive love is ending me
This love that hurts is killing me, from the inside out
This obsessive love is ending me
So i'll get it over and done
Before the feelings all stop and I
Become a hollow shell, so very numb
This love that hurts will end

I'm starving myself again
Trying to mutilate myself, for you
Trying to bruise the soul beneath, for you
I'm wasting away, dying for you
Why did you go?
My obsessive love for you is ruining me
So i'm starving myself again, just for you

This obsessive love is ending me
This love that hurts is killing me, from the inside out
This obsessive love is ending me
So i'll get it over and done
Before the feelings all stop and I
Become a hollow shell, so very numb
This love that hurts will end