Aburden - Without Me

You're the one that's keeping me underwater
While I drown, you tell me it's all my fault
Waiting for the day you just swallow me whole
I always thought this was meant to be home

What happened to home?

So let me piece this all together
How am I supposed to feel
When you abandon my apologies
My regrets, the guilt you find so attractive
(So attract to me, is this what I'm supposed to believe)
I guess I'll wash away unclean
Until you finally utter my name

You feel in love with my desperation
Hoping you don't fall into my depression
The comfort and regret of losing you
I can't explain myself
Don't know what the fuck I am trying to do

(So)
So let me see what's on your mind
Don't tell me what's on my mind
(Just don't tell me what's on mine)
(Just)
Just to see what's on your mind
Don't tell me what's on my mind
(Just don't tell me what's on mine)

So I can't make up my mind
Whether to beg or call
I can't even look up you name
I can't forget the words you always told me
That you would "fade away without me."

(So)
So let me see what's on your mind
Don't tell me what's on my mind
(Just don't tell me what's on mine)
(Just)
Just to see what's on your mind
Don't tell me what's on my mind
(Just don't tell me what's on mine)

I found a message in a bottle
It made me think of you
Sitting on my bedroom floor
I guess I don't know you anymore